有时候，把回忆挖出来
未必是件好事
它们不是永远都是美好的
因为
它也会让我们悲伤，难过。
我试着尽量不去想以前的事
但我发现
不想，并不代表它们不存在
只是...
反正它们早晚都会有一天，
再你不知觉中跑出来
让你没有机会逃走，逃避。
我也曾经后悔过
我问我自己为什么会让那些事情发生
如果当时的我能够把事情解决掉，不是很好吗？

你不开心的眼
仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算在靠近眼前
我们一样没交点
没有你的世界
就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你陪在身边我的世界只剩下冬天
悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的时间
有我的思念
也有你的空虚无边

你有没有听见
寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
它住进我们之间消耗着我和你的永远
你有没有听见
思念的呼唤穿遍每条街
就算你走得再远累了回头我就在你的身边

有时候觉得自己很傻
再这样下去我觉得我会疯掉。。。

i'm very confused..
i dunno what i'm thinking.
i dunno what i should do.
i dunno..
i have always been telling myself that its alright
its okay that i'm the one who's been working hard to maintain the relationship all these while.
but ask yourself
have u done anything?
maybe u had
but why cant i feel it?
i hate it when everyone thinks its right.
i think its wrong.
the thing is that i'm the one who should be right
but even me myself thinks that its wrong.
i know its confusing
i dun even know what am i writing.
i dun even know why am i writing this,
i dun even know who am i anymore.
i'm tired.
but i cannot stop running.
coz i know that if i stop
everything will start to go downhill...

i think i'm stupid.
yes i am.
coz i'm always the one thats thinking for you...

you suck.
seriously suck.
no wonder so many people hate you.
why must i end the term with you spoiling my mood?
i hate you.
i'm so sick of being the one...
i officially hate KHN!

在见到你关键的第一秒
爱的情愫开始发酵
小心翼翼写给你的纸条
幸福划上星星记号

你像一座孤傲的岛
有自己的城堡
我是上不了岸的潮
也只能将你围绕

全世界的人都知道
一厢情愿是种烦恼
只要换你一次微笑
就算是做梦也会笑

全世界的人不知道
我不在乎付出多少
我想这就是幸福写照
任何人不能阻止我对你的好

why did you come into my mind again whenevr i try to forget you...?

i am very confused now
dunno about what
juz very confused. sian leh
i hate this feeling
it makes me feel very useless and helpless.

saw my primary school friend juz now
sort of my friend lah
but i not very shou with her
juz normal schoolmate loh
she's not even in my class
yeah but the point is that she has totally become some...
flirty? is that the correct word to describe her?
dunno lah. but she's with two guys and she's like kissing both of them.
wth.

Haiz...
got back bio today and know wad
i failed.
haha win!
really feel like crying at that moment
coz like..
totally didnt expect myself to fail bio
i didnt fail science before leh
if its like LA that i failed right
i wun be as sad loh
okay lah, got a few drops of tears
but then i didnt CRY loh.
juz tear only
coz i thought of chuanling
my dear tablemate
since she can be so strong last term
i can also [=
haha
and then somemore i still have winner woman, wanting they all with me
dun nid be sad lah right
haha
okay i shall be a happy person [=
YAY!